Saturday, July 6, 2013

let's pretend

Okay, so let's just say: 
"Yeah! I do like you!" 

... Then what? 
Can I gush about you like other girls do about the boys they like? 
... No. 
Can I list out a full five points stating what I like about you? 
Well, no. 
Can I say that I am willing to go out with you if you asked? 
No. 
Can I like you? 
No! 
DO I like you? 
... 

I guess not. 

Because if I do, 
what do I like about you? 
... nothing. 
Just. Nothing. 

So I guess that this is just a fad that, well, sadly, is exaggerated by my loneliness. 
Loneliness is so interesting. 
Its effects are so subtle to me. 
I dare say: I never feel lonely. 

To feel it? 
Never. 
But to see it? 
Yeah, I guess. Just as in this situation! 

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