The way he talks-
The way he smiles-
The way he looks-
The way he laughs-
The way he is...
I am really REALLY SO ATTRACTED.
But it's nothing.
It's no big.
It isn't what God wants for me so it isn't what I want.
The more I think about it, the more I feel that-
This?
It's just something to keep in my heart and wait to fade out.
And while it lingers there,
I'll just watch.
I'll just stay.
I'll just admire.
And if he asks,
I'd say no.
I'd decline.
I'd reject.
And when my mind gets tempted,
I pray.
I refocus.
I ignore and suppress the attraction.
Have I ever faced such a temptation before?!
AND SUCH A BIG ONE?
Look at him...
Probably not...
will,
Starry
